Thursday, August 22, 2013

This Is (Almost) The End

Well.

I haven't posted on here for awhile because my job has changed a lot and the stress has basically crippled me mentally. I have not the energy for creative things. I just watch TV or play video games to make myself forget my job.

I'm working 10-12 hours per day, 6 days per week. My pay has been consistent until Sept 01 when it will drop considerably.

The stress has drained me considerably and I had my first breakdown/panic attack while out with friends just a week or two ago.

Sorry it's so bleak but I literally don't know what to do. I've been applying for jobs but my current job requires so much of my time that I have no time to interview for other positions. But I can't just quit because I have bills to pay.

I have no idea what to do.

Blerg.



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